Translation:
From when I was a trainee til debut and these ten plus years, I’ve always had a mix of contradicting feelings in my heart. There is hope, there is despair. There is loneliness, there is anticipation and trust. Before debut, it’s because I liked it (dance). I liked to dance and sing at home by myself but I secretly wished deep down in my heart, that maybe one day I would become a celebrity. From that moment, a small spark of hope had been ignited In my heart.
I knew that this road would be tough but I didn’t know that it would be a road where you would have to fight/persist til the very end. I wanted to give up many times but ultimately, I still chose to trust myself. So that’s how I was able to be where I am now. However, when everything looks successful (to you), I would actually feel empty and helpless. I want to try my best to do well but I would feel gradually numb and would find myself missing home often. (Chokes up)
The once burning flame (of passion) started feeling really small and I even questioned if I even belonged here (in training/TWICE). Yet, I didn’t leave. It’s not because I’m obedient or that I listen well, but it’s because I really want it and hope for it. I know that the flame/spark had yet to die so I was still willing to water my seed (of dreams). Maybe there is no end (to this journey), but I will use my own strength to reignite the spark within my heart. I believe that it will become the most blinding flame one day, to shine light onto me and onto other sparks that may seem small, but are as true as they can be.
Lastly, I want to thank all the fans who have been supporting us and for all the things the city of Kaohsiung has done for us. Thank you and I love you!
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