manic depression is hard to explain and harder to reason with but it does make me so much more thankful for the moments of deep happiness and freedom ✨I experience peace like a rushing of calm, not just the absense of anxiety, and citylights sparkle to me like constellations of land stars and on days when I’m impossibly unexplainably blue, I can flip through my joys like a sensory photo album and remember that I’m really lucky that I can feel at all