I’m not naturally optimistic. Optimism is hard fought and feels low reward. Anytime I’m positive on here, you’re reading my uphill crawl towards a bigger and healthier mindset.
I also don’t know why we do this. What’s the point of Instagram? To escape? To study people’s lives? There’s so much y’all don’t see, you know that. To post thirst traps of us killing it with self-deprecating captions so people will envy us at best, adore us at worst?
We’re not building an accurate collective of life snapshots. I’m just hiding in plain sight. I tried to post more selfies and thirst traps but it feels weird and that shit sucks TBH IM JUST HERE FOR MEMES so whatever: we all do it differently anyways I guess here’s a pic of me I found online lmao, happy Saturday