Cindy Crawford’s son Presley Gerber details ‘really bad’ mental health struggles

Cindy Crawford’s son Presley Gerber details ‘really bad’ mental health struggles

All righty, folks. Let’s just give you an update. Feel like honesty is the best policy. So, um, long story short, where I’m at currently, I’m on 1 milligram of bupinorphine, which is what’s in suboxin. Suboxin has nlloxxone in it, um, which is what Narcan is, but that does I don’t there’s something weird about that where we can get into that another time. Long story short, I’m on 1 milligram of buponorphine twice a day, morning and night, sometimes a little more if I need it. The benzo have been fluctuating up and down depending on what’s been going on in my life. Uh, unfortunately, I’ve had a lot of loss um in many different forms recently. So that is not an excuse, but it’s the reason or a part of why I am where I’m at now. So it’s that which is a partial agonist opiate Benorphine, then the benzo, Xanax, um a little bit at night or when the panic attacks are really really bad. I try to take a as little of that as possible. Um, the volume I take a little bit in the morning or not I don’t know if it’s a little or a lot. Who knows anymore. All these doctors say a lot of different things. So, it’s kind of scary. But, um, hopefully between my research and their research and the world and God, we can figure this out. So, um, yeah, trying to stabilize them just Valium so it’s not two different benzos. Then anti-depressant wise, I don’t think it’s an SSRI. It’s not. It’s something else, but it’s similar to an anti-depressant. I take well, I just jumped up from 15 to 22.5 millig of mortazzipene, which is called Remron as well. And then I take Prazisonin. Uh, Prazisonin is a blood pressure medication also used to treat uh, night terrors and PTSD and that kind of stuff. I get a lot of night tears. So, I take one to four milligrams of that at night. It’s been one, but that’s not cutting it. So, I think I’m going to start upping it to like two, three. The things that scare me are the things that you need to take. So, once you start taking them, if you don’t take them, something not good happens. Obviously, there’s a spectrum there on how intense the quote unquote withdrawal from certain medications is, but yeah. So, it’s those three meds really. I guess four if you’re counting the Xanax, but three classes of medications. Oh, no, four. Blood pressure, opiate, benzo, anti-depressant. Then I have like the comfort meds which I try to save for when I’m doing cuts. Meaning, okay, this week we’re dropping a little bit on your benzo or we’re dropping a little bit on the opiate, whatever that is. Um, that’s like gabapentin, hydroxyazine, colonadine, stuff like that. It sucks because I don’t have as much direction as I would like to have. I’d like doctors to be like, “Hey dude, you take this three times a day. You take this at 10:00 a.m. You take this at noon. you take this at, you know, 9:00 p.m. But every psychiatrist I’ve had, and I’ve had like 15, they’re all just like, “Well, here’s 20 medications and take this if you feel like this. Take this if you feel like this. Take this as needed. Take this.” And I’m like, “No.” Like, don’t give me that much leeway. I need some direction. So, um I’m just trying to work out and sauna and take baths and I don’t know, hopefully find a good community of people that can be good influences on me as I’ve grown up in Hollywood and you know, there’s a lot of people I’m around that I love to death, but right now I uh try not to be around them. I want to say uh my last drink though on a good note was on my birthday. So I haven’t had uh alcohol in a couple of months which is dope. That is no longer serving me. And prior to that I think it was like a year or a year and a half. I just didn’t really wasn’t talking about that as much. Um but anyways, yeah, like one or two nights maybe of drinking in the last few years. So, um that’s where I’m at. Um ketamine ketamine. I do the um the NAD uh and ketamine drips out in Vegas sometimes, sometimes here in California. Typically, I use them more for when I’m like detoxing if I’m having to do like a hardcore detox, which I’m hoping not to ever do again and do more of a tapering thing, but I’m just looking for a doctor that’s going to actually help me taper, not just keep me on some stuff. So, uh there’s that. Yeah. Um I definitely uh probably use that more than I should. Um it es and flows. Uh yeah, sometimes it’s not in a clinical setting. Um but I feel I’ve gotten to a place with it where yeah, it’s not serving me any longer. So anyways, that’s the update on my life. Um I’m hoping this reaches people in many ways. A so you feel like you’re not alone because that is how I feel most of the time. And I have a feeling if I say all of this, a lot of people will not will at least know that there’s someone else going through it. Um, and the second thing is is hopefully I find some people out here that are willing to help and or are people that know someone that can help. So, that’s my update. Thank you all for being patient with me with the Mental Health Monday stuff. Uh, you know, life comes in different ways at different times. So, had to take a little break. But anyways, that’s the update. Um, I’m in the sauna. It’s 175°. I said it to 200. It’s taking a minute, but that’s where I’m at now. It’s Monday. Uh, I don’t know the date. It’s Monday something. It’s almost December. Or maybe it is. But happy Thanksgiving or post Thanksgiving everyone. I know the holidays could be weird as hell and yes, they were for me too. So, love y’all. Peace and love and uh hopefully we can I don’t know head in a direction or get somewhere with all this. So, yeah. Adios.

Cindy Crawford’s son Presley Gerber details opened up about his mental health struggles in an Instagram video. Watch the full video to hear him share what he is going through.

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